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Posted on 2006.11.29 at 16:48
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Ellie Lawson- Gotta Get Up
really dont know how to start this so i'm just going to start writing and whatever comes out comes out. sorry

so latley i have been super bummed out and i honestly have no idea why. right now i wish i could just go back in time and maybe if i did one thing different things wouldnt be so screwed up all the time. i keep thinking that maybe if i try hard enough that i might be able to change something that has already happened. and i'm stupid not to realize that this isnt going to work.

i'm so used to things screwing up, that when things actually work out i have no idea what to do and kinda just freeze up. its like im scared to try anything because the more i get into things the worse its going to hurt if things change. and i try really hard to trust other people but sometimes its hard to do when half of the time i dont even trust myself.

and when i finally do trust someone, they give up on me

and i hate how i dont have the balls to tell people how i feel. i hate screwing things up, but it still always happens.

bottom line:
i dont want to lose one of my best friends
but i'm pretty sure that is exactly whats happening.

oh please biology god...let me pass this test

Posted on 2006.11.07 at 01:12
eeegggaaddd
i flippin hate AP bio
and we have a friggen essay test tomorrow
and we are expected to write 2 pages for each questions....4 questions total
and we have 60 mintues to do all of it....
that is 15 minutes per 2 pages
about 7 minutes per page


aggg

someone shoot me please??

ahh mimi...if you read this....what are you putting for number 3???

Posted on 2006.10.22 at 18:11
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Song Beneath a Song - Maria Taylor
I love all of you so much. Last night was amazingly fun and seriously its because of all you guys. I seriously dint know why you guys are freinds with me...but i love you guys so much anyway.


you pretty much all rock my world

A LOT

Posted on 2006.10.01 at 19:29
i have my cell phone
490-1393
call me sometime
if you feel like it

in other news
i like mimi a lot

Posted on 2006.09.04 at 18:50
so i swam the cross channel today which was pretty fun!! a wee bit chilly but fun!

and then i got home and i turned on the television and there was a documentary on Steve Irwin. And I asked my mom, steve irwins dead??" and then i cried cause she says yes...and he's pretty much been my childhood role model and arr...now my life is pretty much worthless~


Posted on 2006.08.31 at 10:19
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: Take Me or Leave Me-Idina Menzel
uggggggg i hate schedules...grrrrrr
i've spent almost 3 days for like 3 hours a day trying to get it to work.
grrr and i just wont cooperate.
gawd if i can take spanish 4 it would make my life soooo
much easier.
uggg


on another note::
who's going to families in the park??

Posted on 2006.08.29 at 10:29
http://www.musicrivals.com/game/profile.php?viewid=18864
just go this link and help me out

haha me and my sister are competing
i think you can only click on it once a day or something....but anything will help
please??

inspiration for band name on this website:mimi

haha i love you guys

Posted on 2006.08.27 at 16:11
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Qualities- Derby [possibly the most amazing band ever]
ugggg....I am tired

i think i am going to go to sleep

for a little!!!

Oh my gosh

I love Denny's

yesss

Posted on 2006.08.24 at 20:56
hello
i had fun in gresham....the end



MIMI: do you still have a concert ticket left??

haha

Posted on 2006.08.17 at 07:47
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Jerk it Out- Caesars
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Mook is your soulmate.
You truly love Katherine.
You consider Mimi your true friend.
You know that Heather is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Mad for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Alice is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Karrie is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Jordan is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jordan changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Alix is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Alix has a hidden internet romance.
What Do You Think of Your Friends?


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